1. |
i woke up early
01:04
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i wanna watch u smile in slow motion
but this life is full of tiny deaths
and i dont wanna die
i cut my hair and cleaned my room
and for the first time, the sunlight doesnt hurt my eyes
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2. |
dawning
00:18
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3. |
delinquent girl
00:49
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wake up, go to class, go to class, come home
wake up, go to class, go to class, come home
until i met you
smoking on the roof
skipping school
you were so cool
we'd talk at night and you would say,
"hey, why don't we run away?"
we'd make the plans but never leave
then you stopped talking to me
delinquent girl, let's run away!
delinquent girl, i hope you can forgive me...
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4. |
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the last time i saw you, my blood on the stone
you sat there with me underneath the willow
you said you would help me
but you left me alone
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5. |
weekend
00:53
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come home for the weekend
fall asleep on your parents couch
take a walk at night
and you'll start to feel alright
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6. |
come true
01:34
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i slowly felt it
creeping up on me
i know you felt it
just the same as i did, baby
i wanna lose you
to be rid of you is like a dream come true
its been a day
i'm not sure what i'm supposed to say
why does it feel this way?
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waking up and instantly sighing
just a boy bearing his embarrassing being
silently accepting every possible foul fate i'm destined for
i'm destined for more
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8. |
oldsmobile nights
01:18
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i sink in my seat
you sink into me, maybe
the stars aren't out tonight
it's driving me crazy
i drop you off at home
but i don't say goodbye when i drive away
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9. |
afternoon
01:05
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with windows like a museum display,
i look into your room
it's not like you were there anyway
so early in the afternoon
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i used to dream i was a bird
i'd be shot down by your arrows
but now i know i can fly high above and you can't get me
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11. |
glimpse
01:03
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i thought i saw you last night
but it was just the lack of light
where'd you go?
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12. |
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lost in translation
all the things i wanna say
unable to convey
i'm, i'm, i'm sorry
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i'm sorry for everything
01:09
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i boast about my inner zen
even though its all in my imagination
i found 100 paths to ruination
so follow me to avoid salvation
i'm sorry xinyi
i couldn't break free
even after all your teachings
i couldn't kill the awful side of me
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existing apart, alone in the dark
they are so close and yet so far
two cute wounded hearts
drawn to each other like moths to the light
keeping each other warm through the night
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16. |
moon's song
01:57
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we walked around town together that night
you told me you wanted to show me how beautiful the moonlight was
"look how pretty," you said
but i couldn't stop looking at you
i remember when you looked at me
you eyes sparkling in the night
you said,
"the moon looks nice tonight, doesn't it?"
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17. |
week-long thunderstorms
01:22
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there's a thunderstorm tonight
i watch the lightning paint the sky white
thunder rips the silence apart
and the rain washes everything away
i feel rain drench my hair and soak my sweater
as i walk around out in the storm until i get better
i let the rain smash my face as i think of you
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18. |
the infinite sadness
00:45
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i might have been a little drunk but i remember seeing you through the smoke
your face lit by fireworks, your eyes bright with sparklers
i forgot your name, but i'm sure that you forgot mine too
but that's okay because i'll always remember you
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we had a perfect goodbye, i brushed the hair back from your eye
and you waved as you went away, riding down the subway
but as soon as it dawned on me that i wont see you again
i want to cry
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i think it must have been 4 years ago when you had class but we didn't go
we rode in the back of your friend's car and our legs were touching, it felt so warm
we went to a house party, but we laid in the road and watched the stars
it was so beautiful, just like a dream, but when will i wake up?
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my blood is thick, but i'm not bold
where you see silver, i see gold
you told me i should leave this place
all i wanted was to see your face
now i'll never see it...
but i still love you
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22. |
bug girl / dog girl
00:36
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i had a realization last night
my love is like an annoying bug bite
even if you resist it's itch, it'll still persist
and i'm also like a
stray dog in the night
don't show me any kindness or i'll show up again and again,
annoyingly,
begging for your table scraps
you'll have to chase me away
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23. |
love ya~!
00:33
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you're the only thing in the world worth destroying
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24. |
草
00:36
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you looked in my eyes and you said to me that
ooohhh you like me!
what a silly joke!
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25. |
twenties
01:28
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i've got
bags under my eyes now
my hair is growing pretty wild
i'm sleepy all the time and i feel like i'm losing my mind
hardly seen the sun these past few months
but honestly, i don't really get all the fuss
at age 17 i wanted to die
and at age 19, i was all alone
but now, as it all winds down,
i tell myself i shouldn't down
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26. |
inwardly
01:12
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sinking inwardly
i must seem like an idiot to you
i can't seem to breathe
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27. |
home sweet home
00:38
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no one looks me in the eyes
not even sure if i'm alive
and my only friend is a cat
i guess i'm okay with that
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28. |
so dumb it hurts
01:19
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watching you from far away
i wanna get to know you
but i dont think i'l be able to
your focus is somewhere else
so i'll just watch from far away
my blood is spilled, but i'm okay
it's probably better this way
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29. |
post-life clarity
00:39
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i haven't tried my best in a little while
not being pulled anywhere by my hearts desire
i just don't have anyone to sing about
and i feel myself losing out on all those times i could be spending feeling alive...
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30. |
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i used to have fun but now i don't
we used to hang out in my car
and we would talk about every little thing that's on our minds
but now we don't
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31. |
don't wake me up
01:28
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i go outside and i look for you
walk all night just like we used to
there's no place that i grew up
there's no town that i give a fuck about
i'm just displaced
i curse my fate
i wanna die
but i'll just lay here
just lay here
i'll just lay here
i'll just lay here
i'll just lay here
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32. |
blurring
01:10
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i see through the trees
your eyes looking at me
what is it you're searching for
glancing over my body
the stars in my eyes
get dimmer as i die
but i don't really mind
because you're here
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33. |
sunlight's song
01:23
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dancing darkness used to comfort me
finding solace in some desolate street
searching for the girl i'd always hoped to meet
now i just hope she'll be the one to kill me
recently i like to wake up early
feel the sunlight pouring through me
i watch the darkness get swept away
i'm starting to think that's okay
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34. |
goodnight moon
01:24
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kaiko records Tampa, Florida
☾ for kaiko ☽
ethereal longing bathed in light & fog & dead of night
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